Tuesday, September 11, 2018

Rescue Me

spiritual awakening in my mind
losing my mind
stuck in my mind
my body moves with a mind of its own
distracted, thoughts flying
through my mind
my heart twangs in pain
anticipating pain
bracing itself,
making me feel so alive
so i can fall and feel

Wow, everything is crumbling and falling around me like melting skyscrapers. It oftentimes feels as if I'll never escape the turmoil and angst hidden within my own mind. My own privilege and good fortune are things I struggle to appreciate and come to terms with.

I try to write something, anything, in order to see myself as a writer again, if I ever really was one. But my adult mind is dulled, and my muse has died.

If only--

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