Levius/est

wooooow so i recently got introduced to this new manga series called LEVIUS/est and omg the art is amazing and the characters are to die for especially Levius himself lol. the girls, natalia and A.J. are cool, pretty cute faces and fighting abilities, but like, obviously not as cool as the main male protagonist himself. this is a shonen manga after all - i'm not expecting much in that regard.

but man oh man i've been reading through it and the fight scenes are enticing. the female characters are strong and aren't dripping in sleazy fanservice!!!! what more can a girl ask for, and from a SHONEN MANGAAAAA of all things. welp i'm already gonna make like Fry and say "shut up and take my money!" i've ordered the first volume of Levius/est and if i continue to enjoy it i will work on purchasing the rest of the volumes.

lol honestly who can argue with mechanical body modifications, a pretty face, cool hair, and a rockin' body for an anime boy? nevermind the fact that he's what, 17? hahaha... /dies

...I'm not a thirsty fangirl I SWEAR!!! (LOL!)

it really is a good series with nice art. i just also love the way the artist, haruhisa nakata, draws Levius. *shrug* i mean i'm not the artist but i appreciate the artstyle oK~? that's all. move along now, nothing to see here--

Stepping Stones

now the time is right you wanna do me so wrong

the truth is the salt in an open wound. my heart is torn open and i'm 11/10 raw from being awoken by pipe dreams that stir up my soul, my hopes and desires flaming!

so many people i'm thankful for in my times of sadness, when the tears won't stop because they're fuel from the stream of my soul. however! everything serves its purpose, pain serves its purpose. i've used people for the wrong reasons and that's on me, because i wanted an image. and honestly, everyone is replaceable one way or another.

i guess what made everything so perfect was how easy everything was. it was so perfect. it was everything! but i've had that before. it really doesn't mean anything, after all, it could be with anyone. but those two 'someones' both have to be in agreement. and this time i guess it's the same i predicted but didn't hope to find.

that we weren't in the same place and he can't do anything about it isn't his fault. bondage is a pretty harsh thing. i have my own issues but i sometimes wonder if other people don't want to be with me because i'm 'not enough'. then i laugh and think, yeah right. people who don't want to be with me don't feel like they can live up to the expectations that i deserve.

Vacation

They were from different worlds. They couldn't - shouldn't - love each other. Yet when she uttered the words I care about you, he responded: I care about you too.

But he didn't mean it that way. She didn't know what way he actually meant it. It was purely a relationship of convenience, that was all. All turmoil and fabrication, but she allowed the cloth to fall over her eyes and willingly headed into darkness.

He was considerate, she gave him that. She was often brash and rude, but he accepted her rebukes with grace. He didn't deserve that. He was only ever accommodating. They were not similar, that was all. It was pleasure and pain; passion was never worth anything.