Sunday, May 28, 2023

Waves of Blue

I wanna hold you close
Don't wanna let you go
Be with you night and day
I've been feeling so low

I wanna touch your light
I wanna breathe in your air
I'll be holding you tight

When the night is through
We'll be riding the tide in the sky so alive
On waves of blue

I'm in love with the thought of being in love
You can bring me along for the rest of your life
If you wanted to 

You're no good for me
You got what I need
I just wanna be with you
~Majid Jordan

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The weekend has been eventful. Meeting with new friends and old. Somehow things still feel artificial. As if this is an illusion. Which it might as well be, seeing as this earthly life only concerns itself with temporal gain. 

Love is complex. I've sacrificed, and others have sacrificed for me. My heart still longs for the memories we shared, but in this timeline, the stars did not align for us. I've made my decision and you've accepted that. There is the underlying ache, but this too will pass. I await the day. Until then, I'll cherish the times we had together.

Friday, May 19, 2023

Stuff

The weather has been nice. It feels like summer. Not much to report these days, life is 

Well, what is it? 

My life is a calm sea. I should be grateful, but sometimes calm is boring. And I've never been one to enjoy boredom. I don't know many people that are.


Still -- I feel restless. A story is not enticing if there is no excitement.

Wednesday, May 10, 2023

Water Lettuce Lady

Celebrating $87* in aquatic plant sales and some nice reviews ☺️ Pretty cool to see that my mini-side hustle is well received and helping fellow aquarists!