Denial River

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA for the past 2 nights I've had dreams pertaining to Obey Me! I'm totally obsessed, that even my unconscious self can't help but fangirl over this game. I dreamed about Leviachan, and Asmo-chan, with a cameo from Belphie. Totally crazy, eh?

IN MY DREAM WITH LEVIATHAN, we were in the same class, except our desks were in front of supermarket freezer doors.  i took up the space of 3 freezer doors, so i had to throw stuff away and downsize since we were all allowed the storage space of one freezer door. LOL.

anyway, he couldn't believe that i would want to sit next to him, and i was showing him this magical girl anime i really liked. some people from my workplace were in the dream too. anyway, he was super happy and i remember leaning against him as we watched the show and he even gave me this peck on the lips with a huge blush on his face, i'm surprised he didn't just faint. it was super cute and sweet!

last night's dream featured Asmo and i going to a concert, and we were the only ones in the front left row. the singers were performing a duet song in latin! and for some reason, my cousins chloe and clement were in the row behind us. i snuggled up next to Asmo and linked our arms together, and it felt really cozy. but whenever we stood up we would trip and fall all over each other, much to the amusement of the row behind us. 

Asmo was super sweet in my dream, he gave me a kiss and promised that he'd show me to the best night ever at the after party, but that he had to go home first and pick out something to wear. he said he already ordered some new clothes and had to go accept the package. BUT, he also knew Belphie was looking for me because he was jealous that I was going to the event with Asmo and not him... eep! But anyway, getting to see a show with Asmo was pretty surreal. In the dream, we were literally around the same height, HAHAHA!

Welp here are some screenshots of a CRUMB of fanservice in regards to Simeon from Lesson 30. I HAD TO I HAD TO POST THIS, I died during this scene, I was like EEEEEEEEEP~ SIMEON CAN PET ME, even step on me Simeon! You beautiful, strict, serene, angelic maaaaaaaaan!!!

(if simeon is an angel, then why does he look like sin?!?!?! and why can't i stop this nosebleed...???)

After the cut is a spicy short drabble of Kathaniel and Satilda studying. NSFW! READERS BEWARE! 

Solitary Dream

A dream I had last night.

She moved into a strange town up north - a secluded community that barely got any sun. The huge mansion was on an estate so large, they even hired a groundskeeper with a big black dog. 

Seven brothers lived here, although she barely saw some of them. The only time they were all together was in the evenings, over dinnertime. The family was strict on this rule, and insisted upon it. Anyone not joining for dinner that day must have announced this beforehand, otherwise it would be considered rude and breaking the house rules.

Lucifer, the eldest, was always busy. All she knew was that his wing of the house was off-limits, but sometimes she would head out to the grounds in the hopes that she would bump into him. He sometimes ate lunch in the statue garden, enjoying the little sunlight they had. The groundskeeper was kind enough to inform her if he'd seen Lucifer outside that day.

The brother that amused her the most was Asmodeus. He was flirtatious, cheery, and receptive of everything from her outfit choices, to her ideas of taking dance lessons together. It was Asmo that made her feel the most welcome, and made the house feel more like a home.

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The school was having a concert to celebrate the end of the year. A famous singer was to perform live in the gymnasium. A classmate that fancied her asked her to be his date. He looked so nervous, dressed in a grey hoodie and glasses. She said yes, giving him a tentative hug, and he was over-the-moon ecstatic. She picked out a frilly black dress, and earrings that had cats on them.

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During the concert, as everyone was enjoying the singer's lovely voice, she left her date and went to find Lucifer. It wasn't hard, as he was sitting in the back corner away from everyone else. She came up behind him and wrapped her arms around his shoulders, resting her chin against his head. He stiffened, but took one of her hands and laced their fingers together. He felt so warm. In that moment, she felt sorry for him, because she knew he would never place anything before his duty or work.

She tries to kiss him, but he shies away and tells her not to act so irrational. Hurt, she retorts that she likes Asmo better than him anyway, because at least Asmo never leaves her feeling rejected. Lucifer seems to resent that comment, but there wasn't anything he could do, as he was already promised to someone else, even if he wanted to be with her.

Asmodeus was in a dress, and people who asked him to dance thought he was a girl at first until he spoke. When the concert ended, the brothers - sans Lucifer - gather together to take her home. 

Fates & Dreams

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I had a strange dream last night about Fire Emblem. Since the new app launched with the mobile game FE Heroes, I've been playing it for the past few days and subconsciously things must have seeped into my head!

In my dream, I was in a wedding gown walking down the aisle of an arena to marry Kamui/Corrin from FE Fates! 😐 He was dressed in all black and a black cape with fur trim. It was the weirdest thing ever, seeing as I am a fangirl but never thought of the character that way until I saw him in FE Heroes.

Anyway, I basically had to marry him because we needed to solidify the bonds between our worlds with an alliance. Afterwards we were taken to our living quarters, a home of some sort, with rooms already prepared for the future kids. I guess they expected us to have some... err... and as we walked into the master bedroom together I remember feeling super awkward. What an awkward dream! I'm sure fangirls would love to have this sort of dream about their biases but it was plain strange for me.

Personally, in FE Fates, I am quite fond of Takumi, but only because I think of how fun it would be to brush through his long beautiful hair. I don't actually like his personality or his look that much... I don't know if I really like any male character that much in this series. However, I am fond of the avatar's son Kana, as well as Hinoka and Selkie. It's odd for me because I prefer long hair on girls, but short is cute too!

This dream kinda reminds me of how I always make my avatar marry Chrom in FE Awakening for the two children, Lucina and Morgan. I don't even like Chrom that much, but the support convos between him and the avatar are cute. I honestly can't decide which is the better child, male Morgan or Kana... they're both sweet little peas. I wish real life would be as fun and whimsical as a video game.

Afterlife ~Revival~

"My other car is a chariot!" -- Hot Ra bumper sticker XD

I've been watching an old cartoon from my past: Mummies Alive! Call me stupid but I DON'T CARE, that show was so cool. X3 I HAVE THE BIGGEST FAN-CRUSH on Ja-Kal! Is that scary? Because not only is he a cartoon but he is a re-animated mummy sworn to protect a reincarnated pharaoh boy? XD LOLOLOL!

It aired from 1997-1998, 42 episodes for season one. What I like about it is the character designs, how the episodes are written (witty and with plenty of Egyptian-related puns!) and overall, everything is lighthearted and when things get serious I'm always rooting for the mummies! Ja-Kal, Rath, Armon(?) and Nefer-Tina are just overall nifty. XD I love how they recycle the transformation, just like in Pokemon, Digimon & Sailor Moon back in the day! OH, CHILDHOOD in the 90's! S-weet~~!

I missed watching it, I wish a collection for home television was available but alas! There is only the internet to satiate my need! XD TO WATCH~~!!

I also had a strange dream last night that I had a camera time-machine capable of bringing me back to the place and time of videos it had recorded. For example, in my dream I had a video 88minutes long, shot back in high school (not real high school, but an alternate reality high school of sorts). The camera would be able to take me back to that time, but only for 88minutes. So I dreamed I was taken back to the past where old friends were and instead of choosing me for some sort of gaming event, the teacher chose my friend instead. And in the dream I went up to her and said "Would you believe that I'm from the future and instead of choosing me in this scenario like before, the teacher has chosen you?" She said something like "No, that's bad, that isn't how it's supposed to be..."

I was running out of time and I wrote this letter basically saying I dearly loved her and to show me the letter in the future (2010) but not to let past Karen see 'coz that would mess up something in the fabric of time or whatever. The background setting was in the school grounds, a forest of some kind. I woke up in disarray as my time ran out, realizing it was only a dream and there would never be any letter.

Colour Vision ~Revival~

Here's a random picture of me and Cyndaquil! Yes! *_*
Because we totally have to parry the amazing Kratalie+Chiquita!
I wish Cyndaquil was in a better angle though! He fails at camming!
What can I say though... he's no expert!!!

I had one of the coolest dreams in my life last night! I will document it while it's still heavy on my mind.

Red and I were in this restaurant. It was a Japanese-themed place. I can't describe it well, but it was amazing. Nothing high-class, but a cozy little place with booths to sit and a bar with a television. We had noodles, chicken wings, etc. I can no longer remember it all but there was an intense spread of food! It was evening. We were babysitting Kotone, for some reason. Well, she is 3-4 years younger than Red, so I guess that's possible. As for myself, I guess I was Red's age. She sat across from Red and I. When it was time for dessert, I told her to order something. Instead of the $4-5 cakes, she ordered a $8.97 baked potato!! Or $9.97, I don't remember. What I do remember is complaining to Red, "That's almost ten dollars!" I was apprehensive about the bill you see. It was probably something high so in my dream I was contemplating whether or not I should split it with Red and pay using debit, etc.etc... I was quite peeved at Kotone for ordering something so random and expensive but it was okay since she could have it if she really wanted it. Her hat was black instead of white for some reason. Red's was black-ish too, for some reason their hats matched in that regard. I didn't wear a hat.

The ladies were these annoying-looking Asian ladies who looked like the ones I saw before at Duffin's Donuts... but that's an irrelevant and least important detail, ahah.

After dinner, (I think Red ended up treating...), we went to an amusement park oh my god LOL! I walked between Red and Kotone, she held my hand. We went on this spinny-ride kinda like Hell's Gate and the ferris wheel combined, but each seat only fit one or two people so the three of us split up into separate seats. Kotone's hat fell off and I was laughing with her when I suddenly slipped out of my seat and fell down, down to the ground. I think Kotone did too. I hit the ground and remember my left shoulder and arm being really sore and stuff. I lay there hurting and Kotone pulled herself up and screamed my name and scurried over. Red was rushing over with her hat and weakly I took it from him and placed it back on Kotone, who was kneeling beside me. I think it started to rain... (LOL my dream is dramatic. And makes no sense. I fell off a ride with minor injuries. LOL)

To my great surprise(!), Blue came out of the blue in his leather jacket and picked me up and slung me over his shoulder! (This scene was shot in 3-rd person view... like I saw him and saw myself slung over his shoulder while Red and Kotone watched.) He said, "I'll pick up this junk. Let's get out of here shall we" or something like that. I don't remember how the message was worded but basically I was insulted, and it was implied we were to move to a sheltered location. XD

And so we walked. Down the street and into a school gym... Where people were playing some sport (Idk in detail they could have been battling Pokemon for all I know). Blue suddenly got into this mood... where he was provoking Red. And I think Red, despite being as calm a person as he was... got angry. Blue said something like "maybe I should dump this trash where it belongs... in the dumpster!!" The trash being myself, after all. God Blue is mean BUT WAIT UNTIL WE REACH THE END. Okay so Red started saying "You wouldn't dare" or something along those lines I can't remember how to phrase dream-conversations in English. Blue started walking out the door and into a hallway where people could practice archery like in Japan. With the white targets and Japanese robes and such. And long white arrows for some reason. Anyway it was nighttime now, the hallway was outside with a white fence surrounding and we were on the 2nd floor, the archery field-stuff was below. Red suddenly pulled out a gun. He pointed it at Blue and said "I'll shoot you and make it look like an accident", implying that he would somehow set it to make it look like an archery accident or something. I was only half-conscious all this time but I was scared and I remember writhing out of Blue's hold and running out to Red and telling him to please stop. All the commotion drew some attention from within the gymnasium so Kotone had been stalling all this time. Red backed off and went out to help her explain that nothing was going on, I guess.

I was sitting on the floor and I looked up to see Blue looking back at me holding a mop and wearing a janitor's apron. To try and "blend in" I suppose, like 'Oh I am just the janitor of the school i didn't do anything and i belong here!!' Silly Blue. I told him that was stupid and he took it off and came down to sit beside me.

We were both sitting on the edge of this hallway-balcony. And he said something like... "I hate everyone. Even Red but he's the only one I can talk to, him and you. But you're a girl and that scares me... (not that girls scare him, but in the sense that he's scared (scared=worried) that he/we might develop feelings for each other. I felt a lot like Leaf. BUT I don't think he actually hates Red. just sayin'.)

Somehow that led to me scooting closer and kissing him on the left cheek. He kissed me back too on the right cheek, but it was a bit sloppy LOL. So I grabbed his face and whispered into his ear I could teach him how to be a better kisser... hehe, I was joking but he turned kinda pink I guess, LOL! It was cute. And then the dream skipped to me opening one of two boxes of vanilla cookies and eating them in my bed! There were pictures on the back of the box telling me they were microwavable, I could heat them up using the stovetop, aha! They were small rectangle-shaped cookies that tasted okay.

And that was my epic(?) Pokemon dream, without any actual Pokemon! I quite enjoyed it. And what's even better is that the past 6 days or so, I've been sleeping with Jacky in bed tucked under my arm, hugging him. He's so soft after his haircut/grooming. And he still smells wonderful. I'm so glad we can cuddle while sleeping with each other!!! That plus an amazing dream gives good reason for an enjoyable sleep!