lately it's been a struggle with my faith. i know humility is valued and we must want others to be lifted while wanting little for the self. no need to be understood, or accepted. no fear of being lonely.
but sin tastes so good. the mind is willing but the flesh is weak. and the heart... the heart is torn in half. tearing me in half.
i can only hope my labour is not in vain, as is promised. even if it is... i can only endure.
wishes don't come true, do they?
and if they do...
we will only end in punishment. i have no tales left to tell.
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Behave yourself, now. ;)